hmm so byes... hopefully nobody visiting this blog it can be what it was meant to be... a piece of shit.. hahah ok wadeva. so yea mm ya today was awesome cause all we did in school was rot. wasted time there cause we were there wasting time... a total waste of my precious time ok so ya that was crap. crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap. ya so we had this concert thing and i was staring at the hot guys in my school during the assembly. wow didnt know gabriel gan is gay... ok that also was crap. crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap. ya so after that they had this sports thing and only students from non sports cca can join... wtf? so yea 1h for me to rot. found my way to the pull up bar place(my small brain is too small to even memorize how to get from class to pull up bar place...) yea you guessed it. i got a pea sized brain... so so after doing stupid stuff on the pull up bar, i was kinda exhausted(my fitness sux...) so went to the library with say wee ben and chloe and some1 else which i dunno but wadeva... n chloe, as usual looks different like i cannot recognise... so ya went there then too tired to study... and ya so it was ling yan and some1 else birthday so suppose go parkway and celebrate. actually was planning to go parkway then go back library cause i thought wont spend much time there... but i was WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!! cause of a reason i cannot tell u hehe. ok that again was crap. crap crap crap crap crap. ya so went there and then meet up with the rest and said hi hi hi hi and boo-ed ling yan then yea then camp outside borders for like 20 min? lol stay outside there so long a little weird right... so yea thats when shi ri came and realized she look kinda like chanel. both got the 'what's your problem' face so mm ya but i was so wrong about that. dont understand? let the genius elaborate. firstly chanel arrived to donate money to you jin(or i think something like that) and i realised that their eyes are different(chanel doesnt really have that face) and shi ri is only when she no expression then will have that face but she looks so (cant think of a word to describe it) when she is like talking or smiling or laughing la. ok so weird then hmm ya we wanted to go to mac but then got like no space so we left(actually i think is got space but dont want) so i cant remember what happened but i think shi ri wanted go mos then ya la i went out she went out and everyone went out. yea so went there but then no space so decided to go t pasta mania. oh ya forgot to say this at the library ben went to change chloe number to his number AGAIN... and i forgot about it and forgot to change back. so ben was like messaging me and all along i thought it was chloe... failed to learn from my previous lesson but wth im getting jacked everyday... gabriel gan such a failure... ok yea whatever so went up to pasta mania then found out got no space so stand there to wait for space(although it seemed kinda obvious there wont be space) so ya decided to go mos to eat lor cause it was like 1 30 alr... so ya la went to mos and camp there.on the way down we were like at the escalator when you jin asked me 'that 1 is handphone strap isit?' then i dunno what he was talking about and then he pointed to something on shi ri the collar slightly above the back the collar. haha ok so i knew what you jin mean la so i go ask her if she wearing necklace. then she was like no and then i think she went to touch her neck or something then felt it so ya. and ok she said it was a bra... not enough hor she still go pull it out for us to see... lol ok so ya weird... so went there found a space, sit down and got jacked again... wth... ya long story so went to sit with you jin nicholas shi ri and ling yan. and ya you jin went to help me buy and then i saw ben and say wee outside. then we talked for like 3 min or so then ya went back in. ben said that the guy in white singlet is dam gay. at first didnt know who he talking about cause none of my friends are in white untill i went back in and found out the guy he was refering to isnt even my friend... lol. ok so our burgers took like dam long to come and like everyone eat finish alr and me n you jin the burger haven even come... so yea the 4 girls went to arcade but shi ri and ling yan stay with me and you jin and we were taking an laughing and thats how i realised shi ri didnt have that face. and ya it was like dam fun and i dunno why but its like one of the most fun conversation i ever had... but ya real fun. ok so after eat finish, go arcade look for the rest. then went up to this electronic shop(cant remember the name... 2 floors below arcade) yea you jin wanted to watch the transformers again... ok so watch finish then go up. all 4 of us were in uniform and amazingly didnt get chased out. haha ok so stay at the arcade for awhile then i had to go liao. so sad... cause need go play tennis with andrew :) haha but really wished i could stay longer la. and you jin kept asking me to follow him go cut hair... haiz tmr must go cut mine liao. next week chungy chung chung going catch so cannot play play. n i bet he will say my hair long. but really hope to leave longer hair... n my last year hair is not long. its just long at certain parts which mae me look like a girl. ok so ya whatever went for tennis and yea man i improved hell lot. last time i hit the ball like fuck and hit to all over the place but now can hit properly liao. haha ok so whatever. n ya mm so went home and rotted. haha ok crap... parkway was real crowded and like saw 2 ppl from my church(they saw me but didnt say hi... how unfriendly...) and another 2 ppl from my badminton team(at least 1 of them waved to me), and about 10 of my pri sch friend ya ok that was crap again... erm but yaa i wanna be an idiot liao so bye. n erm ya i can now confidently say that i DO NOT like chloe anymore. maybe cause of what happened today. but ya who cares yay me. mon no need go school. yay! i wanna sleep like a pig cause pigs are cute! crap...

haha ok so yea long time since i posted but who cares la hor. Ok just realised that time really flies... And it flies real fast. Look at it la. It is now like week 6 and my ca2 is in 2 weeks and my end of year like 5 weeks... So it is like really no time study alr la... Coupled with the fact that my teachers are horrible... Haha ok maybe only some of them are but ya makes my life so difficult... Haha anyway now i found out something which ya makes me wanna change a little plans. Now dont want go ip liao... So means that if i want to transfer out of vs, i got to like go to some schools like chung cheng or anglican or somethin... Which i doubt my mother will agree to. So now it is like no need do well in my exams liao... Since its like not going to affect my future so now not really that much motivation so... Dont think can do as well as my sa1 but still just try my best la hor. And now i am feeling so dam screwed up sia. That fucking dnt giving me so much retarded homework which is like crap la. So stressed now... Hopefully wont get white hair :P haha ok but ya la fuck sia. Now really hope like staying at home and sleep the whole day. Feeling the emoness again. Like the start of the year... Just that now not that bad... Ok la this sunday national day liao. Haha ok dont care about singapore la care about the holiday :) wanna sleep at home... Now im like getting like a little eye bags... Which is crap la. Must sleep more... Ok la wanna go do something useful liao so byes love ya